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Показано дописи з вересень, 2020

Mind is own unknown World. Body in unknown Reality

 My wife arrived to hospital after 8 days of stroke. She knew that it would take some time. My kids would stay at home. Brazil between Ukraine is a long distance. Gauges were very high, As soon her airplane was at in the air all numbers to start normolize. She got new picture of her husbund)))

What is Stroke? Dream?

 How does stroke feel? Not much special? This was normal day. Windy. No thing extraordinary. I was chatting with my wife. Said bye. Moved laundry from washing to dryer. Came to 1500 tea.  Internal click realised. No pain. Just slow spread over right side body. I lost reading text, I couldn't pronounce english or any other language known to me. Stormy open sea made my mind more calm from first state of panic or fear. My crew was safe I came up to the bridge. This stairs were harder. I stay on the bridge. I fall asleep at aroung 1800. Forecast was hopeless. It was long time.... I woke up stretched to buckled up. I was moved. I was moved. From our ship, to the launch, from boat to the shore.  Van drove to hospital..... My body was awake... There were ten days of me in dream. Three transitional and one exit dream....

New as Captain on board

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 I was ecstatic. It was long awaited promotion.  Shanghai was warmer then Odesa. New Year frenzy was over but Chinese Holidays were near. Shanghai, Hong Kong, Singapore were handover ports. It was such smooth for me and departing Master. Port Control in Singapore was professinal. I was feeling great on a destination to Brazil. It was Indian and Atlantic Oceans crossing. Everyday sea was lovely. And Brazilian coast met us with slightly breeze only. Sepetiba, Santos, Itapoa, Itajai showed us beautiful waterfronts. I boasted first time with my rank. I was hit by Stroke the next day. Superstition

Learning(or proofing my ability) to Plan the day

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 I was hit by almost 20hours stroke. Half of body as paralized. My mind was 10 days in different world. I am called Captain Stroke The Surviver.  I can walk but my brain parts I care function survived. But right now I have share planning of the day,  Morning:  Pills. Medicine has been reduced to Blood Pressure Larsana. Vitimins they are the shapes and colors. I call them like that. Training. Stretching. Balance. Wii U Balance Board Yoga. Two hours. Noon:  Vitamins mostly.  Reading. Puzzles wich I love. Kubik Rubik I mastered recently. I am practising my fingers. Motorics. I am learning piano. Singing.   Evening: Wii U Balance Board Games.  Walking. 10000 steps is a goal per day. Pil of Larsana. Vitamins. Reading children literature for my kids. Marine Tales. My own reading. Viktor Pelevin. Sol Invictus. 

Back to life from Stroke

 Today is 12th of September. Six months anf a half if my life after stroke. Faster to that point. My previous, last and almost abondoned blog I should restore it. I will gaps with story. I have some time and energy now. I get ability to come back to see. As a Captain this time, I get home work from my doctors and I will publish here as well. Thankss for readings. I will update this blog from now on...